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Friday, March 26, 2010

Funky

Today a weird package came in the mail.

It was addressed to me but it came from an address ive never heard of, it's sitting in my room right now.. right across from me. Im not really sure if i want to open it.

So, I'd like to get a point across, my mom and dad are not together, they are divorced but they didn't want to split up the family so no one ever moved out, my dad has an apartment where he stays for the weekends and sometimes lets my mom use it for her own reasons. It's really complicated and I don't get why they still do it, I mean Mel and I aren't 5 years old anymore, we can take the fact that our parents are divorced and that they both have a boyfriend/girlfriend.

But the thing is that its hard with them always arguing, they think that living together while being divorced doesn't split up the family, but it splits it up more, they argue over the smallest thing and they go at it for hours. I remember when I was a 6 and Mel was 4, she got so scared that they only way she calmed down was hiding under her bed.
I know that all parents argue, but it's ridiculous how mine fight, they yell and scream and when its really bad they throw things.
Now its gotten better, my dad learned that if he just pretends to agree with everything my mom will either get bored, or annoyed and leave him alone.
But on those rare occasions when it becomes a 'who's-voice-is-louder' match, I just take my car and drive somewhere for a while.
I'm not really sure why I decided to talk about this, I mean I guess I just wanted to get it out there, its out of the blue but it doesn't really matter, my parents wont see this and if they did, they wouldn't care.
Im not saying that my parents don't care about my sister or me, they're the most caring and awesome parents ever, when they're not together.

Anyway, this weekend I'm going to spend some time at my dads apartment and fix up my room there, and I might as well take poppy so she gets used to the place.
Well thats all for now, hope everyone has a nice weekend.

Janie
P.S. I know the title has nothing to do with this post, I was just in the mood.

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