Midnight Thinking Session

Well hi, yes I am up right now...

I'm not really sure why I'm up, I just couldn't fall asleep. Basically I was laying on my bed trying to fall asleep but all I could do was think. But the thing is that I don't know what I was thinking ya know?

It's like one of those moments were there are a bunch of thoughts going through your head but you're not really thinking about it... you're just like drifting and day dreaming..

So I basically just stayed awake, and then I decided to post a stupid, random, unnecessary post about my midnight thinking session.

I'm afraid my mom is going to come into my room and take my computer away... but knowing her she's a really heavy sleeper, so I don't have to worry too much. It would most likely be my sister who would wake up, considering a fly could wake her up... sometimes she really makes me wonder.

Anyway I don't really know what to say.. I guess I can say that stuff is actually normal here, I'm not missing Montana that much anymore, and I have a good group of friend here, and I'm happy. I'm not the shy loner girl I used to be, I'm a new Janie and I'm really happy. I've always wanted to be outgoing, and the thing was that I was always outgoing, but I just thought that if I showed it, I wouldn't be accepted because everyone thought of me as someone else.

I guess this move turned out to be a good thing.

Janie